av somethin in my brain...brain dat remembers...i had many friends...they studied together in d same jr-hi-school as i did...they were d lovely friends i ever had...they were innocence in their act...did somethin dat satisfy their childhood...nothin personal in dat time...they just followed their instinct 2 make somethin different than other...somethin dat make their life happy...enjoy d life happily...they didnt think somethin in d future yet...in dat time they just thought 'here n now'...'here n now' in dat time is complicated if it connected 2 'here n now' nowadays...time remains d same...but 'here n now' clearly is historical bound...so they r already diferrent now...exactly it does...they mayb still enjoy life as they did...but somethin 2 b added...now they r burdened by another 'goal' in d future...so in d present time they r different in 2 opposite terms...1 side they r different in d sake of historical bound 'here n now'...its a 'destiny'...no 1 can evade this pull...d other they now already think somethin in d future...its a 'choice'...just lay down 2 dat choice or reach out d sky wid a sword...but however they were d lovely friends i ever had...i just follow my brain dat remembers...just recall...they dun study together wid me anymore...just make their own way...fake or genuine...it doesnt matter...there r many ways 2 rome...but rome isnt established in 1 day...rome depends on wat we do 'here n now'...depends on days dat we experience...days dat always 'here n now'....